You ever been scared to move on ? But its like you don't know what you're scared of. You're actually not scared of anything, That is your mind telling you to do it! For growth is something we are all scared of. And in this time of growth you start to lose friends, Your beliefs change. And it seems like everything you say is taken way out of proportion. But that is OK. I say it is OK because you are not the only person GROWING, it may seem as so because of the company you're around but trust me when i say this. We are all trying to figure things out, may it be what you want to do in life, or even if you wanna leave your partner of 5 years. There's signs and you have to start following them. We weren't born with vibrations for no reason, We are suppose to use them. Follow your GUT it will always tell you right from wrong, If you are ever walk into somewhere and you start feeling cloudy and down. GET OUT OF THERE. You ever around a person and you are always miserable. LEAVE THEM WHERE THEY STAND. If your family don't agree with the things you SAY or DO. IT'S SIMPLE, DO YOUUUUU.
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why you letting this man hold you back ? I changed my mindset a long time ago, not because I had to but because i wanted to. I caught myself giving people the time of day that wasn't even in my caliber, And it had nothing to do with where they came from or even how they dressed. But their souls spoke demons, they souls spoke heart break, and self hatred. I was wondering why I started to feel all of these emotions, I didn't know where they came from. I caught myself speaking negativity into my own life and I started to hate myself. But then I realize, the man I am laying down with doesn't even love himself, doesn't have any respect for me and now he has transferred over all his demons, with self hatred being one of them into my life. From that day on i knew, I had to be very selective with who can come close to me. YOU MIGHT CALL IT BEING STUCK UP BUT I CALL IT PROTECTING MY POSITIVE ENERGY.
How do we expect change? When I don't even feel safe sitting next to a man the same complexion as me ? Or what about the man a little darker than me disrespecting me ? Or to the girls my age who won't even wear their natrual hair in fear of being judged ? How is this suppose to change ? I'm tired of trying to understand and make up excuses for my people! My people don't want to wake up! My people want a handout! My people want to believe the lies of the government or religions! I love my people but they don't love themselves. So what am I suppose to do ? Continue to work on me, so maybe one day I can continue to enlighten my people !
Ladies we all struggle with numerous insecurities, don't ever take the easy way out. I know you see the big booties and the large titties. But guess what ? with the fat ass and the big titties the self love still isn't there. you really wanna glow up ? eat healthy! buss out the squats! Make sure you aren't giving your body to anybody that doesn't deserve it. Oh yeah and ditch them hating ass friends and miserable family members. Because believe it or not apart of the glow up is NOT GIVING A FUCK !!!
Some days I feel stuck, Uneasy, Confused, Lost. Not because I don't know what i want to do in my life, but more of how can i create it ? i have such a bubbly personality sometimes it scares others, but when i say others i mean THE MISERABLE. I will continue to smile for no reason, laugh at everything. And lastly ill continue to love for no reason at all.
Sincerely, The bubbly Girl What happen if you were god ? And all you needed to do is speak life into things. Would you? BECAUSE YOU CAN. WE CONTROL OUR DESTINY
sometimes we may love our partner more than we love ourselves but that's not ok. You have to love yourself more. So he can love you to your full potential. ❤️
i want my soul to continue to vibrate so high that a negative soul can't even get next to me.
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