Hello lovely beings, eye am back with a blog of confirmation. Eye want to confirm that you are stepping into nu innerstanding of your power and manifestations, you are activating a core being of power, and feeling safe in your skin, eye want you to welcome this nu way of seeing things with your nu eye, and feelings. eye want you to step into your knowing, that a idea or concept is yours, and you are deserving. Eye want you to remember as we step into more grounding times, that a being that knows nothing, knows it all because there's enough oom for more knowledge to coincide , a person who feels they know it all, will never know it all. This next phase is all about the learning, and teachings you develop, you share with your tribe, our immediate tribe, this next season is big on intent and purity, how pure is your intent? how pure is your delivery? when your new self becomes unfamiliar will you fold? or will you return to country and connect back to your source, eye want you to divinely develop a source, a place may be inside or outside, but create a sacred divine source that you can just go to and clear your mind, and gain clarity on your recent downloads. a lot of our downloads will come in bery much heavy, and a bit confusing in we aren't grounded in our gifts and manifestations, we have to remember that everything we want is ours, and everything we are deserving of is in us. But as we start to see a lot our intentions manifest quickly, and develop even faster, the major key here will be staying grounded in your boundaries, and staying grounded in gratitude, eye want you to create and develop a gratitude routine, eye want you set aside a day where you don't for ask anything but you just are in soul much gratitude for the things you have already, eye want you develop some type of routine with gratitude, because its a major key to innerstanding what is enough, and what you can manifest more of. As you continue to develop the Nu you, eye want you to take notes on the nu thins about you, and set aside nu goals that vibrate more on your frequency, are your goals and aspirations outdated? are they still fitting, are they still greedy way f wanting to achieve fame? check back in with your soul to see if your goals are aligned 9/10 its time for some NU ones, you vibrate different. your gravitate different, you see different, nothing is fitting about your old life expect for the lesson.
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Welcome back my loves, we are picking up one the power of the mind, we have 2 brains as Divine Feminine beings, now we all have divine masculine, and divine feminine. “Man or Woman” eye don’t really like those terms but let’s just use those for now. Now as divine beings we need the power of both to manifest effortlessly. The divine masculine side of your brain which is the right, and your divine feminine is the left. Now where you believe in yourself, and have confidence is all your divine masculine, where you have the voice, and feel safe is all divine masculine, and being able to tap in & tune in. Now, Innerstanding your sauce, Innerstanding that you have the grace to nurture/nature, and feel is all divine feminine. Identifying where you lack your power or Innerstanding where you may have weaker planets, and placements. Helps you overstand the works that needs to be done, and how you can go about it. Now, lets talk about the mind, the mid is a powerful tool to manifest your desires, whether you know it or not. You are always manifesting may it be bad, good or whatever. You are manifesting your outcomes, your income, and your world. When you step into your power and innerstand that nothing you want, and need is outside of you. You flow into the grace of your power & purpose. Let’s get into how you can develop your power, number innerstand your weaknesses, and sit down with them analyze them as to why you would call them weaknesses, how can you turn your weaknesses, into strengths which become your gifts and powers. A lot of the things we call weaknesses and triggers are the things in life that makes us authentic, authentic in delivery and manifesting, and just stepping into your purpose. A lot of people asked me how did eye find my purpose, instead of the major key, was how did eye develop my weaknesses and turn them into my power, being vulnerable is apart of my power, seeing things in ways others don’t is apart of my power. So, step into yours so you can manifest 24/7 the things you truly desire, not through your subconscious because that’s what we do anyways. Soul you might as well control your subconscious by dealing with your shit, dealing with your triggers, and reactions. That’s your power, the power is within you. Today is a great day to practice manifesting your true desires, today see how fast you can think something into fruition, as the moon hangs out in Virgo it’s the best time to organize your thoughts, and manifest your true desires, manifest your purpose by dealing with your shit. Relax, smoke a blunt, write sing, whatever you do just deal with the triggers, its time to manifest from a pure place. Your dreams are waiting for you.
Growing your twin flame/ soulmate- My take on the soulmate/twin flame energy may be different than others so let me explain. Eye feel as though a soulmate is a lover from a past a life, not any lover a lover that you couldn’t stay with because of sacrifice and growth reasons, but in this life he/she seems familiar you guys don’t seem ready, but you still cross paths because its time for spiritual growth, or lesson. Depending where you are in life it can be both, and the 2 of you grow together, fine each other, help each other reach the higher self that you both see in each other. Growth is major key with a soulmate, and a soulmate can be found in be seen in different forms, a best friend, mother figure, father figure. Now lets discuss twin flames a little bit, in my eye. Eye see twins flame as a connection you must grow before you guys reach sync, a connection that words cant describe once you meet, you already know your destiny, it may seems like it’s a lifetime before you get to each other but what’s you finally meet it seems like life stops, and finally has a purpose, and everything makes sense as to why. You start to live in the present, your present lessons, purpose, and truths. Eye see a twin flame and a soulmate can be one, taken into numerology, and astrology, eye see as them connecting into one soul if you two are aligned to the same journey fulfilling a purpose they may seem to be the key too, eye see a divine connection when the 2 is in one, eye see a divine purpose for the 2 as individuals, don’t go overthinking in yo head about if you are or aren’t with your divine partner because you will feel it, and you guides will let you know, it will be something that just flows & grows. Manifesting your divine partner will be from a pure intent, some will see him/she in their dreams, some will know what they smell like, some will know they met already and divine timing they will meet again. Eye say this to say don’t get caught up in what you THINK you divine your partner may be, but more of how you speak a divine love, how you showcase divine love, how you flow in divine love, that’s the pure intent in divine timing, you are so caught up in yourself that, the universe sees, that you are ready. Ready for a divine partnership in your divine journey, its al about alignment and vibrating on that energy my love. Nu love, divine energy. Nu as in divine, innertsand my lingo.
Self-love or Ego? Let’s chat really quick, what would you call self-love? A person who may think that they are beautiful. Or a person who may always have a partner? A person who dresses nice? A person who believes in themselves, but in the same realm, a thin line. These thins can be underlined as being too much into your ego, now what is ego? Ego is the divine masculine part of us correlated to the sun, which is that childlike innerGY. Our solar plexus chakra. Now, lets get into the self-love aspect, which is thoroughly, heart chakra, throat chakra, and the root chakra. Eye say these chakras because number 1. In order to know or innerstand what love feels like you have to have some type of activation of the heart chakra, you can do so by reciting love affirmations to self, develop a self-care routine, Secondly you have to a voice for yourself which is why the throat chakra needs to be open, you have to have a voice to stand in your boundaries, and your truths. Lastly the root chakra, feeling safe, feeling safe enough to speak, knowing your voice matters, and needs to be heard. You strengthen by speaking out loud in the mirror, going outside barefoot in the grass, innerstand that you are safe by creating a sacred space where you feel the safest, and start there. We can find balance in self-love & Ego actually when both find that health balance in life you don’t hold yourself back thinking you need to be humble, or you may be to egotistical your overstand that you are in need of your ego to fulfill your purpose as that energy harnessed high vibrationally can be that child like innerGY you may be missing, that piece of creativity you may be missing, or honestly that piece of authenticity. We spoke on the thin line between inspiration, and copying, and honestly there is no line, the frequency of a idea can bounce from a divine source yes, but the delivery MUST and always will be different, and fit for that ethereal being. Overstand your creative outlet, and your divine purpose may be in the same lane but will be totally different. Innerstand your realms, and how you shift through them, innerstand your manifesting techniques, who, what, when, where, and why something resonates with you, don’t force but flow with your tribe, flow with the divine. You are divinely connected to the source, your message, your purpose, your gift, your talents need to be seen! Not from a place of doubt and fear but from a place of love & confidence, a place of security, you are a divine being, you arw powerful being. Move with grace, move with intent.
We as beings have a funny way of thinking when we are in the force, we may be working with the energies of the universe and not against, and honestly that’s all wrong, the idea as beings is developing our flow, what really works for us when we release expectations , and step into the divine timing of flow. Innerstanding that your divine timing can’t be duplicated, missed or even out of your reach. But your divine timing is something that comes along when we least want it, when we least even know its possible. Eye want you to step out of thinking something must be hard for you to receive or is yours because of how hard you worked, what about the times things just floated right to you? What about the times you spoke things in the universe and they magically appear, eye want you to get put of that struggle mentality, we don’t need to struggle or hustle for anything, we ALIGN , we vibrate on the level, we stand in gratitude for the lesson, the blessings, the people we experience on the way, nothing in this material plane is yours, you experience it for the moment, so be thankful for the experiences actually experience yo shit, feel yo shit, stop looking to others for your journey and confirmations. A lot of the confusion caused in this journey when you go searching for confirmation, let it find you. When you start looking high & low for sources, people, and things for that confirmation it becomes false hope, it becomes false beliefs, you lose self, you lose faith, you forget how this purpose, this journey is larger than you, bigger than any book, video, or Instagram post. This shit is real tee out here, don’t get caught up playing with fire, playing with spirit, because you think something is fun, cool or you just curious about it. Curiosity killed the cat, what’s for you won’t pass you, won’t miss you. Something in your divine purpose will be easily developed, you won’t have to chase the purpose, but you will chase the hustle. Be You Do You, No evil Eye Against me Shall prosper.
You ever wonder why this person isn’t supporting you ? Or why a person doesn’t like you or maybe even chooses to wish bad on you? Let me let y’all in on a little secret about people, especially colored folk! People hate what they can’t be, now I know that’s not how all of us think but majority of us do. You ever think to yourself “wow this girl has eveything ?” or “wow this girl dresses so nice, I wish I can dress just like her”. It’s weird because we are literally speaking about our subconscious selves... now I’ll go into a little bit of what I mean about our subconscious selves. We have a bad habit of attracting certain people to us, and relating to a certain kind of person. And that’s never by accident, it’s always a coincidence.. I say this because we choose our partners with our insecurities, we choose our friends the same. This can be past insecurities or even present ones... but they are what they are. You ever notice like wow my friends are always mad or cursing people out... that’s literally how you see yourself. I’m not saying that your friends can’t be like that... but you are what you attract. Now, back to what I saying, we have to understand there’s people that’s for us, and against us.... and we have to treat both persons the same to continue to put out good karma. Now we can’t be mad at the fact that people are haters, we should be flattered that people hate themselves so much, that they can’t hate us. Just remember this statement, people will only dislike you because you love you.
We have a bad habit of making up excuses for the people close to us, we continue to act like the people closest to us can’t jeopardize our blessings. Now, we always say “that’s my family, so they’re not haters” when in fact we bypass family as haters, we think that they always want to help and guide us. It all starts with your mother & father.. we look to them for advice, we look to them to teach us right from wrong... but once they stop we don’t know how to deal with it ? We start to get a bit discouraged because we feel as though they are supposed to help us... but depending on your growth they won’t always understand you or even see eye to eye. When we treat people accordingly to how they treat us, we will be fine in life. But once you start thinking family aren’t the ones to jeopardize your growth or can’t be haters, you start to become naive... naive to the hurt they may be causing. Now, you know I’m the first to recognize a hater but damn when it was coming from the ones closest to me, I was a bit confused, I was hurt, I just couldn’t believe that people who are my so called family can’t deal with my glow up... my new attitude, the way I choose to live my life... and guess what I grew to not give a flying fuck.. cause family are just people with a title. And what fucks our head up is not treating them as regular people, why is that you cut a friend off as soon as she does something crazy but never a cousin or even a sister ? Cause of their name right ? Cause of the control they have over your life by you thinking ”oh that’s my sister, she wouldn’t hurt me.” But they will and they keep on until you close that chapter!!
Beware this reading is for the open minded, the ones who would wish to label themselves properly but not by color, by native.
Black is a color right ? Why is it used to describe and degrade people? Why do we go along with the logic of being called black... honestly ? I couldn’t answer that. But, what I can say is that I want to be called my true self which is a moor, moorish native.... I would get into the depth of the moor/moorish meaning. But that wouldn’t be fun for me! Do your research, understand your culture, understand you are not black. Now, let’s take it back to the stereotypes of a “black” person.. “dark skinned”, “nappy hair”, “big lips”, “small nose”,and lastly “shaped like a coke bottle”. Now let’s get real nitty gritty real quick!! All this shit is based off of nothing, based off how they see us. When I see a moor, the first thing I admire is their skin, the diversity, the way our skin absorbs the sun, the way our hair can define gravity. I could go on, and on about the things I see in my people that I can’t help but admire. But, we have to see for ourselves, if you don’t take anything from this blog, take this, we are people, we should describe ourselves as such, us and the Europeans (white people) are the only ones that distinguish people as colors.. rather then their culture or heritage or nationality which is a different blog post. But, let’s make our ancestors happy, let’s stop degrading ourselves. It’s going to be hard to change habits, but a strong mind always wins 💖 Almost three years ago I decided I was going to go vegan. I didn’t have a full understanding of what it meant to be vegan but I knew I wanted to do something with myself that would be life changing and impactful. It was definitely a struggle in the beginning. At times I felt lost. I felt like giving up. I felt stupid for doing something so “drastic.” Fast forward 3 years later, and now I feel amazing. I can’t even imagine not being vegan. I can’t imagine not talking about being vegan and what it means to me. Thats why I started my website.
When I talk to people about veganism or nutrition, I think they can really see how passionate I am about it. It has always been very difficult for me to start something and finish it in its entirety. I hate to say this, but I am a quitter. I quit high school. I quit jobs. I quit playing the guitar. I quit relationships. But when I think of living a vegan lifestyle and spreading the vegan word, quitting NEVER crosses my mind. My website CMVmovement.com or Carnivore Meats Vegan is the first step to what I consider my Vegan Empire. This is something I love and I want everyone to see how much I love it. And I want those same people to love it just as much as I do. So every time I post something on my website, I want it to be authentic. I want it to be relatable. I want it to be fun and engaging. CMV is different than any other vegan website, blog, platform, etc. The reality is, we are all individual and unique people. Like snowflakes, no two are the same. However, we all have one thing in common - and that is the right to choose. So whether you choose to participate in the consumption of animals or not, it is your choice. That is why Carnivore Meats Vegan is a platform that allows two worlds to come together. I feel like it is my job to somehow merge the gap between Carnivores and Vegans. Ok ladies, ladies. You ever feel like you asking for too much ?
Well, fuck that. What if I told you that you're asking the wrong person? What if I told you there's no such thing as too much ? I'll start by saying I've been in my fair share of relationships, and they all had one thing in common. The lack of love a man had for himself, for some reason society feels as though a man will always be confident. That statement is FALSE, honestly speaking men deal with self love just as much as females, and sometimes it takes them even longer to develop this. But us woman are always stuck to fill a void, or teach a man how to be one. When it reality, you can't teach shit.. you can reinforce but you can't teach a grown man, how to be a "man". Now I'm not sitting here bashing men or anything, but they are always slept on, like they don't have issues when they have plenty of issues.. Their mothers are usually the first problem, then the rest of the family follows suit. Idk where to cut off this cycle but I know us ladies are tired of being healers, mothers, and life coaches!! The gun violence, The self hate, the materialistic comfort... idk which one is eating at our people more. I'm sick of a lot of things, and our people definitely being one of them, I would never think that a young lady being shot in the head literally blocks away from my house, where I may stop at the store sometimes. When things like this happen so close to home, you start to second guess your safety, your comfortabilty. The thing is a lot of these so call " shooters" have friends, and family, that don't see the cry for help. They don't see this person struggle everyday with obvious self hate, or maybe even mental illness. What people don't understand that its so many instances in life where that encounter could of been our last, not because of a God or any sort, but because of the people we encounter. Now, I'm never making up excuses for a persons cowardly actions but sometimes it's beyond that, sometimes it's a person who wasn't asked "are you ok" " do you need anything?"... and it's sad! It's sad that our upbringing, and our so call home can definitely have a major effect on our day to day decisions. I know this won't be the last shooting in queens, but let's start coming together as one, and start taking responsibility for our actions, let your niggas know straight up! Stop being followers, stop falling victim to your fuckin past, and be a man about shit! Man, y'all have to understand we are the company we keep, so you around shooters guess what? That makes your ass a MF'N shooter! And honestly idek why that was ever cool, I personally like to see real niggas fight it out, rather than run to social media, or pick up a gun! But, shit ain't like that no more! And we need to stop making up fuckin excuses!! Y'all see what's going on in the world ? Why are we not killing these fuckin white People! And standing up to these crackers in the street ? Why are we taking out this built up anger on people that share the same struggle, the same fuckin cloth. I'm starting to think y'all don't remember how powerful we are as a whole, I can go on, and on about things that need to be done in the black community. But wtf am I doing about it ? I'm focusing on the myself, and the people around me. Making sure we all have a clear eye view! That's where it starts I enlighten them, and they enlighten others... that's the circle of life! Love yourself! Like no for real love yourself! Stop hating others for loving them selves, and start showing love man! This generation don't show that shit! TOOO much hate. I don't respect it, y'all really out here robbing people who look just like you ? Shooting a queen ? Scamming each other ? Letting a fuckin white doctor inject you with garbage. Idk man, I'm not shading anybody but this shit is obvious! We starting to lose our minds... but I'm going to leave y'all with this, buisness needs to be handled! Stop hating, start loving, and enlighten!
.omg I feel so bad y'all! I know it's been a while but I've been trying to figure a few things out. As far as life itself but bitchhhesssss I'm backkkkkk lol
but anyways, remember when you was younger and your friend was keeping secrets from you ? And the first thought is "oh she being sneaky", well she wasn't. She was being private, and lately I've been very private. To the point where it has chased a few people away, and made a few people angry! But, a lot of things has prospered for me since I learned how to stfu. And it's better this way because if something doesn't go right for me, I don't have to explain myself to anybody.... because guess what ? You didn't tell anybody. And I know I spoke on people wishing bad on your plans, and dreams in my earlier blogs... but I'll get into it a little bit, now people don't give a fuck about what you want to do; they just wanna know how you going to fail! And you know what's funny I was very naive to people wishing bad on me or sharing my dreams, I used to think that everybody wanted to hear them, everybody was happy for me but they not. And it's nothing to take personal, they probably don't even know that their wishing bad on your plans, they definitely don't know their vibes is off, so you have to learn how to pick up those vibes and run with them! Cause I know I do. a friend is not always a friend, and a enemy is not always a enemy, and this is my favorite one. BLOOD MAY BE THICKER THEN WATER BUT I RATHER NOT CHOKE ON THE BLOOD AND HAVE A DRINK OF WATER. Don't let that go over your heads..... ps, comment on this blog and let me know what's next!! Falling victim, being victim, and playing victim. Those are the people you need to stay the fuck away from. Those 3 things are signs of manipulation at its fullest honestly, I mean for a person to make you have sympathy for them in that kind of way is scary. Think about it, what is a victim ? Definition: : one that is acted on and usually adversely affected by a force or agent. So, what does that mean to me ? Well that this person is being eating up inside by a demon that makes them act this way. There's nothing wrong with demons if you face them, if you let them plot in the soul you'll live a negative life.... And that's a known fact.
I'm not saying you can't BE a victim but BEING a victim is just not acceptable, you are letting something you couldn't control, control your life. You know how wicked that is ? That another person actions can control your well being, your everyday life, and the way you think ? Nah I'm good! Positive attitudes, positive vibes, positive outcomes. It's not that hard! Tell yourself this person isn't worth my energy, and love yourself enough to live by that! omgggg, I've been so busy. No times for blogs but I have time today lol.
I hope everybody is living life the fuck upppp, and doing what they want and not what they are told. So, I've set my foot into a different field and I love it. And sometimes you have to do things a little different, to open that door to happiness. so queens, you still giving that fuck boy a chance ? Is he benefitting you ? I didn't think so. So cut him the fuck off so you can live life! He's literally dragging you down. Don't ask another women why she so happy, create that happiness for you and doesn't start with no fuck boy! It's starts with you sis, look in the mirror and name your favorite thing about yourself, write that shit down and put it in a container. Do this every day, for about a month! And at the end of that month read all of those things back to yourself, when you feeling a little down. Honestly, that's how you develop self love, by making sure you love majority of things about yourself. And the things you don't like, well honestly there's no such thing, cause your flaws are what other people don't like about you! So i didnt didn't forget about my kings. So kings I need y'all to do this favor for me and for the black women in our generation. Walk up to a women and tell her she's beautiful, and mean it! And I only want this done to my sisters right now. Because they need the most love man. And honestly, I need my kings to stop BASHING, literally if a girl hair fake let her be! If she has natural hair let her fuckin be! But stop glorifying this fake shit, fake asses and tities, but bashing the natural slim girls! Who's no pressed for a big ass and big tits. Stop selling out women out! Stop choosing the fuckin white trash over your melanin queen! Stop choosing the mixed chick, instead of your black queen! Lets make queens our first choice!!! So, a good friend of mine pointed out a super fact. That sometimes the truth may sound funny! And that's fact.
Now, I understand the term "growing out of people" but what happens if you don't want to grow out of that person ? So you try and confront what you feel is the truth and just state your piece. But, why do people think it's a joke? Or think you are trying to be confrontational? Or think you may want too much ? FUCK THAT..... the truth hurts and the truth may sound funny, it may even sound harsh, but it's the truth. And if a person doesn't want to hear it, screw them, and protect that energy. This generation is all " talk" and "who's doing what and how they are doing it". It's corny if you ask me, it's actually very desperate. That all of you guys want to fit in with people who don't understand themselves. Why is it that we glorify hoes? And side bitches ? Why is it that you are quick to assume, that if a person is bragging they never had nothing? The problem is people are so worried about the next person. They do not protect thier own energy. Think about it, if all you could see is hate, and all you could feel is jealousy, how can you see love, if you don't feel love ? Work on that energy and protect that shit!!! |